Sometimes we find ourselves at a place in life where we realize we have forgotten how to breathe. We have run so hard and so intensely for so long that we forget how to sit still, how to ignore the to-do list, and how to take a few slow, deep breaths. I find myself in just such a place this morning, my first morning since arriving here in Seattle two weeks ago with nothing I "have" to be doing, no major house projects, not really any more unpacking, no family members or company in town--I find myself with time to just sit. I think I need it too. Part of me says "you should be calling friends who you've ignored during this time of transition," or "you should be grading papers," or "you should go up to the church to help your husband out with some things." But I know I don't have energy for any of these things this morning. I literally haven't stopped running since we arrived here two weeks ago today, and I am exhausted. I made it to a local coffee shop, and here I sit, watching the sun peek through the clouds enjoying a comfortable couch (since ours haven't arrived yet) and am reflecting on the past few weeks.
Moving and life transitions are always stressful, and while we are so excited to be here, and are confident that this is the place God has called us, we still would like to be able to get to a grocery store (or the church for that matter) without getting lost or reaching for the map. It would be awesome if somehow all the names of the new people we're meeting could be miracled into our memories and we didn't have to ask people for the 5th time "remind me what your name is again!" It would be great if the rest of our furniture would arrive so we'd have something to sit on in our living room! (Saturday--it's all coming Saturday...) Transitions take patience, and those of you who know me well know that patience might not be one of my strongest virtues.
Yet at the same time, we already love it here. We love the random coffee shops that pepper each neighborhood (having an Uptown Espresso near my house could end up a dangerous thing for me!) We love the location of our home--we can be at Target/Bed, Bath, and Beyond/Barnes & Noble/and a host of other stores within about 7 minutes, we can be at the church in 10 minutes (when we don't make any wrong turns), the West Seattle Bridge in about 5 minutes, downtown Seattle in about 15 minutes, the airport in about 15 minutes, and Uptown Espresso in about 5 :) We both absolutely LOVE our house--really really love it and feel ridiculously blessed to be living in a space we love so much. We've met some of our new neighbors and have already shared a meal and a game of Ticket to Ride with them which was delightful. We love that I already have some friends and community here outside the church who know me really well, and want to get to know Charles--we shared a meal with Darbee and Reagan Monday night, are going to get together with the youth director and his wife from my "home" church here, and I am cooking dinner with Missy tonight. Next week I hope to see Heather and Jen, and begin rekindling friendships here in addition to making new ones at the church. We are SO SO grateful for all the hard work my parents, sister, brother in law, and aunts and uncle did this past weekend helping us decorate our home. Charles was launched head first into an insane first week of work so he was gone almost all weekend, but was able to come home to walls painted, pictures hung, window shades hung in some of the rooms etc. He was able to take some time off on Saturday afternoon to bond with my dad over building storage shelves in the garage (and a pantry for me in the garage--which I am very excited about--even more excited that my parents took me to Costco on Sunday to fill it for us). We've worked really hard, and all but one room is pretty much done, and we love how warm and cozy our house feels to us. We hope to use it to bless others, to share hospitality with those who need a good conversation over a hot meal. Last night we had our first youth leader staff meeting at our home, and had about 20 people there, which was a bit crowded but so fun for us (and proved to be quite motivating to get rid of the last of the boxes--or at least throw them in the garage!)
It really has been an incredible couple weeks. We miss friends in Pasadena, but we are confident that this is where we are to be. Charles' parents come on Saturday for 3 nights, but after that we're looking forward to having a bit of time to settle in to our new weekly routine, to have a weekend to go play and explore together, to see what our "normal" life might end up looking like here. We are looking forward to taking a few more deep breaths, returning some of the phone calls from friends far away, exploring this new city we find ourselves in.
For those who are curious or who care, here are some of the highlights from our last two weeks in photos--time with my family, new photos of my adorable niece Lily who came to "help" as well, and some photos of the work we've been doing around here.
We were SO blessed to have such an amazing moving crew help us haul our stuff in and reassemble our furniture--made up of friends from college and friends from the church it was very fun to see our two worlds intermingle.

Cheers! We survived putting together Ikea bookshelves!

My unpacked kitchen

Lily is here! She's all ready to help paint!

First we'll start by climbing the ladder with Papa

Aunt Patty and Beth paint two walls in my stairwell a warm brown color--it was everyone's favorite color by the end of the painting day--this lighting isn't the best, but here's the finished product:


Uncle Bill, Aunt Patty, my mom and Aunt Beth painted one wall in my kitchen a shade of green

Here's that finished product (with the window blinds my dad installed, the photos my dad took that my mom hung, and the table runner Megan and Nathan gave us as a house warming gift)

Megan rolls blue on our living room walls while my dad entertains his granddaughter--he was trying to convince her to take a nap with him in this chair, but she would have none of it. He laid his head back to close his eyes and opened them to Lily trying to shove her pacifier in his mouth. If Papa wanted to take a nap he needed her pacifier, and she will share!

So I had this vision for what I wanted on one of my living room walls. I had no idea this vision was going to be so complicated to execute, but Megan and Nathan were amazing and without complaining got to work. I wanted a family and friends photo gallery. The mathematicians of the family took this job very seriously and it is one of my favorite things in my home, it is exactly what I wanted! It involved calculators, sketching, levels, and a lot of measuring. Lily "helped" by playing with her mommy's cell phone while mommy worked on the calculator.

The finished product--it makes me so happy to look at!

The reading nook of our family room, Lily and I sharing early morning snuggles in the swivel chair

I love this baby girl

Our entry way was a mess. We want people to take off their shoes in our new house but we didn't have a bench or anywhere for them to go. So yesterday I finished up that area:

Welcome to our home! The guest room door is closed at the end of the hall because that room is an absolute wreck still!

Friday was painting day. Saturday Aunt Beth and Aunt Peggy came back for wall decorating. They stretch fabric over painters canvases to create 3 wall panels that I love.


Megan made us throw pillows out of leftover fabric

Lily tests out the pillows for us--you can see the one green wall behind her, we did the one wall green and left the others, but did the purple and green panels on the opposite wall

One of my favorite new items--mom and dad bought us a wine rack with a space to hang our wine glasses and a case of wine from Costoc (where they sell my very favorite red wine, Menage a Trois)

Lily isn't the best at sitting still for stories yet. Here's grandma trying to read her a story:

and here is Lily climbing the stairs instead of listening

My dad ended up hurt the first night he was there, so he wasn't able to use his right hand very well. Instead he was given Lily-duty, which of course Papa didn't mind very much! He and Lily are already ridiculously good friends--she follows her Papa everywhere which is quite adorable. She found my mini muffin tin one night in a drawer, and they found the scrabble tiles, so they spent the weekend making "muffins" together. They'd fill the muffin tins with the tiles, and using one of my spatulas they would "stir" the muffins (which really was whacking the tin and banging on it).



He even taught her to "bake" them in the oven (the bottom shelf of the end table).


