more shower photos

I received some photos in the last couple days from my bridal shower and thought I'd post those for you all...

Here is Becca, ready to catch the train to get to the showerAlethia, Christina and JennMegan and IThe beginning of present openingI did get one present that is appropriate to show off :) Christina and Jenn gave me two things, but one was a pair of warm and comfy pjs...the other, well, it's not pictured here...:)The whole group of beautiful womenJenn and I--she was the one who made this whole thing happen!

6 times a bridesmaid...now i'm the bride!

It was time for another bridal shower! This time, here in Pasadena with the fabulous women of Fuller :) My small group picked this weekend to celebrate because Sophie was able to be in town, so the 8 of us went to a beautiful (and yummy!) formal tea on Saturday morning instead of holding our regular small group. The girls got all decked out, Tera even found this amazing hat to wear--and there was talk of white gloves although no one had any they could bring. Since I am not a traditional bachelorette-party kind of girl (no clubs, shots, random pranks, or sleazy bars were going to go over well with me!) they decided to do a classy tea party with...well...traditional bachelorette type gifts. Which means present opening pictures will not be posted for the world to see---only one person will be seeing them, and that's not for another 40 days...:)

I don't have most of the photos--they were on other's cameras, but here are the few I do have, and more will be posted as they are sent to me.

Tera and her amazing hat. We called her Sunbonnet Sue all morning :)Alethia and ChristinaThis is Becca. Becca despises the color pink. For some reason though, Becca owns one pink flowered dress. This was Sarah's party. Sarah LOVES the color pink. Becca loves Sarah enough to wear the pink dress just for her. Now that's a good friend!Sophie stole Tera's hat to pose with AlethiaWe each got our own tea pot with our flavor of teaSophie, Alethia, Christina, and JennWe had all pre-chosen our food, so they brought it out on these trays--half the tray was my food and half was Megan's who was sitting next to me. It was SO yummy! I had a cafe mocha scone and a cranberry/chicken/cream cheese sandwich.This is one gift you can see pictures of, because I think it is pretty fabulous. Chuck does too and can't wait to see if I actually have the guts to use it :) Jenn made me a card that I can carry in my pocket the week of the wedding and if anyone argues with us, questions our decisions, complains about ANYTHING, fights with me about who is sitting where at the reception, or whatever, I can just pull out the card and flash it :) "I am the bride...thanks!" You know, just in case anyone forgets whose wedding it actually is :) She offered to make Chuck one too that said he was the groom, but he said if anyone gives him a hard time or complains he'll just point them to me and let me play the "I'm the bride" card :) (Like he said, being the bride probably carries a little more weight than being the groom when it comes to wedding details but he did promise to be my body guard and have my back defending any decision I make!)

Extreme Celebrating

Because we are still students, we are not here in Pasadena to celebrate major holidays together all the time (especially now that Sophie has moved to Texas!). So three years ago we decided that Valentines Day was going to be "our" holiday to go all out to celebrate with one another. It really came out of a pretty bad experience Jenn and I had our first year here. We were involved in a small group of women with some other theology students, who were...well...a little different from us. We were young, excited about life, fresh into seminary, optimistic, and pretty much thrilled with the idea of celebrating Valentines Day with this particular small group (we were all single women so we had decided to go out to dinner together). Jenn and I like holidays. They're fun! Valentines Day had always been a time to celebrate and love your friends, even without men in our lives. So that first Valentines Day at Fuller we show up to go to dinner with these women dressed in pink and red and excited and bubbly about how great it was to celebrate a day where we can love each other. We were met by women all in black, proclaiming how bitter they were to be single, how much men sucked, how Valentines Day was a horrible holiday because it just reminded people who are single that they are in fact still single. Needless to say they did not appreciate our bubbliness. And we did not appreciate their bitterness. Until last year, I had been single for every Valentine's Day in my life, and I for one have always had a great time making friends cards, leaving gifts, and appreciating the reminder that I have an amazing group of people in my life who do love me--single or not. After that first disastrous Valentine's Day here Jenn and I decided we were never again going to let a great holiday be ruined by bitter attitudes. So the following year (our second year here at Fuller) the secret Valentine tradition was born. Sophie, Becca, Jenn and I all drew names of one another, went shopping for each other, and then got all dressed up at some point during Valentine's weekend to go out to a dinner and show and exchange gifts. Last year, we did the same thing and this year, we decided the tradition was too wonderful to give up. So even though Sophie lives in Texas we wanted to find a way to make this happen. A friend of hers in Texas drew names for us and emailed each of us individually to tell us who our valentine was (since we couldn't all be together to draw names). I drew Becca :) We made plans for Sophie to be able to fly out here to LA during some weekend near valentines day and started emailing about how we wanted to celebrate. We wanted to do something different this year, not necessarily something fancy. So we decided to go out to lunch to exchange gifts and then went rock climbing at an indoor rock gym! We were supposed to go hiking but rain got in the way so the rock climbing was a great option. I'd always wanted to try but am terrified of heights, but figured these 3 women are pretty much the people I'd trust with anything, so they were going to be great at helping me conquer my fear. Plus Sophie and Becca have done this a lot so I knew they'd be helpful and supportive. It was awesome. Terrifying, but SO fun and I am so proud of myself for getting to the top of a wall! Here are photos of our valentines day adventure:

Jenn and Sophie enjoying our Chick fil A lunchJenn and I love Chick fil A and Valentine's Day!Sophie's gifts from her secret Valentine (Jenn)Becca with the personalized coffee mug I made for herBecca with the gifts I gave herMy Valentines Day gift wrapped in a Christmas bagSophie had my name & made Chuck and I a journal where we can record our favorite memories and things we are thankful for from our first year of marraige.Becca had Jenn's name for the third year in a row! This year she found these hot pink shoes that Jenn loved!Then it was off to start climbing. Sophie looks like one tough cookie--at least that's what her t-shirt says!Proved to be true too, she was amazing!Me belaying her from belowBecca belaying Jenn Sophie trying to figure out how to climb on the ceilingJenn--AKA spider woman!Jenn and Becca had a problem...no one was hurt, or even in remote danger, but it did end with Becca on the ground...

Putting myself first...and not feeling guilty about it...

I learned something the hard way yesterday. Sometimes, I need to escape, to run far away from the city streets of Pasadena and just be. I realized most of my life consists of remaining within a 1 mile radius. I go from my apartment to Chuck's to the grocery store, to a friends apartment to campus. And that's about it. My days consist of the same thing--some reading, maybe class, wedding stuff, running errands etc. And there really isn't much variety. Add to that extreme senioritis (I'm DONE with seminary in just a few weeks!! Except for the internship but that feels VERY different than library time) and anticipation about a big event coming up and I pretty much want to scream everytime I have to set foot back in the library. Yesterday I hit a wall. I just sat in front of my work in the library and felt like I was going to jump out of my skin. I just started crying and poor Chuck was like "um what in the world is going on??" My response? "I don't know!!!" Then I just looked around and was like "I have to get out of here, I can't be in my apartment anymore, I can't be on this campus right now, I have to leave." He immediately agreed that I deserved a break, a day away from wedding stuff, emails, books, classes, Pasadena. So he just hugged me, gave me his free beach parking pass, and told me which beach to go to. So I did something that some may frown upon, but I really couldn't have cared less. I turned in my homework that was due at 3 via email to my TA, ditched class, got in my car and drove up to the beach in Malibu and sat there for a good couple hours just watching the waves. I had grabbed some of my old journals from college to read while i was there (not sure where that idea came from, but I did). It was an incredible afternoon, just sitting there, enjoying the isolation of the beach I was on, and reading back over four years of my life where I wrestled HARD with God, with the idea of dating/singleness, growing in leadership, friendship drama, dating and breaking up with certain people etc. I realized a LOT about myself, where I have been, things God has taught me over the years, things I'm hopeful for about the future...it was a perfect day. I even feel a little like God gave me an idea for a book I'm supposed to be working on...I'm going to keep thinking, we'll see, I may actually start writing over the summer. It was kind of funny, I was sitting there reading 4 of my own journals and this guy walked by me and asked what I was reading, he could tell it wasn't a normal book because it was handwritten. He asked if I was a writer and I just kind of stared at him (I had JUST been thinking about the book I want to write) and said to him, "um, not yet, but I'd like to be someday..." It was rather interesting timing...

I also grabbed my camera and brought it with me....these are some images from my guilt free day of running away.

Top 10 (or other ways of procrastinating...)

My friend Vicky just posted this list in honor of her 100th post on her blog. I missed marking that occasion a long time ago, but her list was very fun and I'm not quite ready to fall asleep yet, so I thought this would be a fun way to end the day. Wow, you all are learning all kinds of random Sarah-facts these days between this list and my 25 random things list I posted a few days ago! Guess if you don't know me that well this will give you a good start =) (And if you do know me, I'd love to know if any of these things surprise you!)

So here are my 10 Top 10 lists:

Top 10 Favorite Movies:
1. Father of the Bride
2. Finding Neverland
3. Elizabethtown
4. Dead Poet's Society
5. Pirates of the Caribbean
6. School Ties
7. The Family Stone
8. Wild Heart's Can't Be Broken
9. Remember the Titans
10. 10 Things I Hate About You

Top 10 Life-Changing Books: (a mixture of fiction, a text book, and a few spiritual memoirs of people) (and just FYI, yes, the Bible is life changing. I am going to be a pastor, yes, I like the Bible. But on lists of favorite books, I don't count it, it seems too obvious to me...)
1. To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
2. The Chosen by Chaim Potok
3. Here If You Need Me by Kate Braestrup
4. Leaving Church by Barbara Brown Taylor
5. A Little Princess (taught me at a young age it's ok to cry at books) by Frances Hogsten Burnett
6. Life of the Beloved by Henri Nouwen
7. Hurt--Inside the Lives of American Teenagers by Chap Clark
8. When the Kings Go Marching In (TOTALLY changed the way I look at the end times) by Richard Mouw
9. The Shack (changed my view on the trinity) by William Young
10. Saving Your Marriage Before It Starts by Les and Leslie Parrott (has opened up some great communication between Chuck and I)

Top 10 Songs:
1. Held by Natalie Grant
2. I Am by Jill Phillips
3. How Firm a Foundation (a great song that will be used in our wedding ceremony)
4. Hard Times by Eastmountainsouth
5. Drunkards Prayer by Over the Rhine
6. I Cross My Heart by George Strait (which will be our first dance, I love the words, and what they say about relationships)
7. 103 and Other Things by Late Tuesday
8. Christ the Lord is Risen Today
9. Seatbelts and Bucketseats by Cake (makes me think of Chuck singing this to me in the car)
10. In Christ Alone (will also be sung in our wedding)

Top 10 Broadway Musicals I've seen:
1. Les Miserables
2. Wicked
3. Fiddler on the Roof
4. The Lion King
5. Rent
6. Annie
7. Beauty and the Beast
8. Annie
9. The Color Purple
10. 1776

Top 10 Cities I've Visited:
1. Seattle
2. London
3. Edinburgh
4. Zurich
5. Denali, Alaska (not really a city, but an incredible place)
6. Venice
7. Oslo
8. Copenhagen
9. Portland, OR
10. Paris (didn't love it when I was there, but I think I would if I were to go back now that I'm older)

Top 10 Comfort Foods:
1. California Pizza Kitchen hummus and BBQ Chicken Salad
2. Phad Thai
3. Chai Tea from Fuller's Bookstore
4. Mom's homemade spaghetti sauce w/ tomatoes from the garden
5. Wine
6. Cheese and Crackers (I'm liking Gouda these days)
7. Cheesecake!
8. Vegetarian burritos from Chipotle
9. Lattes with 1 pump of vanilla syrup
10. salads of any kind

Top 10 Life-Shaping Bible Passages for me:
1. Exodus 3 & 4 (the calling of Moses)
2. Genesis 2 (seeing God create BOTH men and women in his image)
3. Psalm 46
4. Isaiah 60 and 61
5. John 4
6. John 21
7. Matthew 5-7
8. Colossians 3
9. Revelation 7:9-17
10. Philippians 2:1-18

My 10 Favorite Blog Posts (from years past, if you're a new blog reader you probably haven't seen these--but if you've been a faithful reader since the beginning of seminary you've seen them...these are mostly theological reflections on things I've learned and wrestled with throughout seminary) If you click on the link it will take you to them in case you care at all :)
1. The Liturgy of an 8 Year Old
(a reflection on the prayer I prayed as an 8 year old, and how it has shaped my faith)
2. This Is My Body
(a reflection on the Lord's Supper)
3. Keeping Our Eyes Open
(recognizing all the gifts we miss seeing each day because we are so focused on our own lives & busyness)
4. An Amazing Calling
(one of my first reflections on the blog from year #1 in school--reflecting on the privilege it is to hear people's stories)
5. Just
(wondering what happens in God's mind when we ask him to "just heal us"--what the word "just" does)
6. If These Streets Could Whisper
(thoughts on being home again)
7. Disneyland is WAY more fun than the Crystal Cathedral
(asking questions about wealth in churches and what it might mean theologically)
8. This Land is Your Land. This Land is My Land. And This Land is NOT our Home
(ranting a little against patriotism and patriotic songs in church)
9. Singles Awareness Day? Not so much.
(Thoughts on celebrating Valentines Day)
10. The Church Is Like a Car...Or the Worst Metaphor I've Ever Heard
(me railing the author of a book I had to read for a class on women in ministry)

Top 10 Things on my "Must Do In Life" List:
1. Become fluent in both Spanish and sign language
2. Visit New Zeland and see where Lord of the Rings was filmed
3. Visit my friend Kelli in South Africa to meet Acres of Love kids & go on a safari
4. Adopt a child from another country
5. Read Les Miserables from cover to cover
6. Visit the Sistine Chapel
7. Visit all 50 states
8. Write a book
9. Witness the Northern Lights
10. Be part of a multiethnic worshiping community

Top 10 Children's Books (because I think stories written for children have the potential to change the way adult's think if we let ourselves pay attention to their messages):
1. Bridge to Terabithia
2. Number the Stars
3. The Chronicles of Narnia
4. Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret
5. Harry Potter (all 7 books)
6. Charlotte's Web
7. The Quilt Maker's Gift
8. Ramona books (i love all of them!)
9. The Secret Garden
10. The Christmas Miracle of Jonathan Toomey